http://sassy.myfreeblog.us My Joureney in grief after my Gramdma\'s death. Sat, 21 Jul 2007 02:02:29 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Dear Grandma, This morning I woke up to find out that I should have backed up all of my coumputer files and images. The only way to turn the computer on was to restart the whole system. This is a horrible day. I lost so many wonderful photographs that I can ... http://sassy.myfreeblog.us/2007/03/02/hard-luck/ Dear Grandma, Well lent has started life goes on and I still feel alone. I dislke moving on without you. I still think of you each and every day. I want to share family news with you. My Mom and I are struggling to get along again, that hurts more than ... http://sassy.myfreeblog.us/2007/02/26/now-what/ Dear Grandma, For the first time in my life I do not have your calm prayerful advice to see me through lent. I have not been a faithful active Catholic in many years, but this year with you dead and gone I am ashamed of that fact. Right now there are a ... http://sassy.myfreeblog.us/2007/02/22/lent-alone/ Dear Grandma, I wish I knew what I was looking for today. I feel all mixed up and like there is something I need to find. I feel very lost again, still, all overagain I am not sure. I want to find something, but I am not sure what I want ... http://sassy.myfreeblog.us/2007/02/19/what-am-i-looking-for/ Dear Grandma, What a long day. I did not get much sleep because I have toretrain our dog Mavrick not to sleep in bed with me because with my husband and I there is not room for him in bed. I will retrain him and then sleep well again. I also ... http://sassy.myfreeblog.us/2007/02/18/the-snow-melts/ Dear Grandma My Husband got me roses for Valentines Day! I am still very happy about that. They make the whole house smell nice and I love they way they all look too. It showed me that he does listen and he does care about the things that are important to me. ... http://sassy.myfreeblog.us/2007/02/16/getting-lost/ Dear Grandma I miss you so much today. I kept myself from crying because I know you would not have wanted me to cry today. I smiled because this was the first Valentines Day you have spent by Gramdpa's side since 2002.  I think that is special! I still wish I ... http://sassy.myfreeblog.us/2007/02/15/valentines-hearts/ Dear Grandma, Again this year I wanted a bunch of flowers for Valentines Day, but for yet anouther year not only am I not getting yelled at but I know for sure I will not get flowers on the 14th. After 14 years of marriage my husband still does not really trust ... http://sassy.myfreeblog.us/2007/02/12/anouther-year/ Dear Grandma, Today is anouther cold winter day. There is a tiny bit of snow falling. It has been so cold at night that our family dog has been crawling in to bed with us at night.  Silly animal. Again today all four kids made it to school. I am feeling more ... http://sassy.myfreeblog.us/2007/02/09/artic-drizzle/ Dear Grandma, As I sit here content to sit and do not much of anything, it kind of bothers me that I am so happy to sit here.  Again today there are the should be dones that I am not doing right now.  All four kids went to school today, so ... http://sassy.myfreeblog.us/2007/02/08/sitting-still/