Sitting Still
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Dear Grandma,
As I sit here content to sit and do not much of anything, it kind of bothers me that I am so happy to sit here. Again today there are the should be dones that I am not doing right now. All four kids went to school today, so there is no impediment to the housework getting done.
I managed to get to bed in time to get some sleep last night, so why am I sitting on my bottom not getting anything done?
I had my heart set on flowers for Valentines Day, and now I see that no matter how important it is to me it simply will not happen. My Husband thinks it more important to take the whole family out to eat dinner. Each year this makes me sick. Valentines Day is about couple and love and making the people you love happy. Well the fact is this taking the family dinner does not make me happy or celebrate the love that started our marriage. We do many things as a family, why will he not make an effort to make me happy just this one small day a year.
I have thrown myself into worry over flowers so Valentines Day does not bring me to tears missing you. It makes me sad to think that I can not mail you a Valentine and make you smile. I surely hope you and Grandpa have a Happy Valentines Day.
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